|Abdominal Ultra Sound- November 2010|
We finally made the GI consultation appointment in November 2010. We were directly lead to a phenomenal GI doctor in Tampa affiliated with All Childrens and St. Joseph Hospital. I don't usually like to blog and include physician names- but he is an exception. Dr. Greg Kaiser- an amazing, caring, funny,educational, loving man! After a zillion questions and examination of Hannah- Dr. K shared his thoughts in depth and we discussed a plan to try to find out why Hannah has so much abdominal pain. First, we increased Hannah's Prevacid to 30mg twice daily for 14 days. He did not think this would help, but wanted to to try an easy, non-invasive approach before we move on to the next step. Dr. K was right- no changes in Hannah's abdominal pain during these 2 weeks.
|Sprite, 7-Up and Sprite Popsicle|
Two days before colonoscopy and EGD- we sent Jake off to school and the clear liquid diet began. I had packed a cooler full of variety sizes of Sprite cans/bottles and 7-UP and we were off for the day. I thought if I kept her out of the house- away from pantry and food options- it would help Hannah! NOT-- Hannah begged to go home and was miserable. She was done with Sprite and wanted FOOD! I tried to redirect her constantly, thought of everywhere we could go or even buy! This was one of those days- whatever she wanted...she could have!! So we made stops at Target to buy LIV dolls, Justice for new outfits and every store that sold Icee's. We never found an icee that she would settle for, she wanted FOOD! So by 10:30am- we were home sweet home! Hannah fluctuated in her mood- tried to be happy Hannah, but would then cry in my arms as she demanded food. Peanut butter was on the top of her list! Unfortunately, I had several jars of peanut butter in my pantry. Hannah would take a jar and open it, smell it and beg to let her take just one finger lick of peanut butter. Hannah went to bed on night one with a jar of peanut butter in her arms- saying" mommy- please let's give up and let me have peanut butter". She slept in my bed, close to my side....as I listened to Hannah's tummy grumble through out the night.
One day before colonoscopy and EGD- So I learned that leaving the house didn't work for Hannah. So we spent time outside hand feeding our chickens with peanuts, bubble baths, manicure/pedicure spa from Mom, and lots of imaginary play with her new LIV dolls. Grandma visited Hannah during the day- and brought a bag of Justice goodies for when Hannah has to drink her special juices in preparation for procedure. Hannah was a bit more quiet today and complained less about wanting food. More tears today, but never angry or mad. She simply was hungry and wanted food! The jars of peanut butter were laying in many rooms in the house. She never tasted it, just cracked open the jars and smelled it! Hannah managed to drink nothing but Sprite all day- her second full day of Sprite only.
|5pm Preparation Begins...|
|What a trooper!|
|Each sip...worse and worse!|
The clock was moving faster to 5pm. This is the time we were to start the dreaded "cleansing out" preparations. I pulled out my fancy wine glasses, china dishes and cloth napkins for our fine dining experience. Hannah walks into the dinning room and says, "ohhh....Mommy you got your china out for dinner tonight". I said kinda....this is your dinner tonight. 2 Dulcolax tablets, and 10 0z of Magnesium Citrate, which has to be drunk in less than 30 minutes. We set up the timer, and discussed the rules to be able to get Grandma's Justice goodies. We were on schedule.... and the fun began! No need to explain.... NOBODY likes Magnesium Citrate. This is the same kid who wouldn't touch jello, soup broth, clear candy, light colored icee and now she HAS to drink 10oz of this yuky stuff in less than 30 minutes!! She surprised me- we got almost every sip of it in her in about an hour. It did take begging and bribing.....but I'm so proud of Hannah for doing it! Daddy got her two lava lamps to finish up the very last few gulps!
So I expected results within a half an hour or so. I warned Hannah not to travel to far away from the bathroom. We waited, and waited and NO RESULTS! Hannah was so tired and wanting to go to bed. I wouldn't let her go to sleep- I knew she had to have bowel movements! After awhile, I text a friend who knew from experience what to expect- she recommended calling pharmacy. I tried- no answers and he thought what she took should of worked immediately to 30 minutes. Next, I called her GI on-call Doctor. She advised me that we had to give Hannah a teaspoon of murlax powder with 4oz of Gatorade every hour until 4am. Then do a adult Fleet enema at 5am. She clearly said," If we do not totally clean Hannah out, then procedure will be re-scheduled." I panicked- and sent my husband to Walgreens at 10pm to buy the Murlax Powder. Just then Hannah walks into the kitchen and said "what's wrong, Mommy- can we please go to bed now." I could barely tell Hannah..."No- we can't go to sleep because you haven't went poop yet" and "you have to drink more, and more...all night, sweetie". I was so upset and didn't understand why this did not work- no results??? I tried to tell myself that she hasn't ate anything since Monday at dinner and it was Wednesday night. Maybe nothing there?? In desperation- I tried an adult Fleet enema while Bobby was at Walgreens. Yes- it worked! Hannah had one bowel movement, but I was literally jumping around, so HAPPY!! Hannah layed back down and was fast asleep. I did not have it in me to wake her up and try to make her drink another 4oz EVERY hour through the night! So in a way...I gave up! I never slept a minute and was so upset thtat I did something wrong and put Hannah through this and not able to proceed with colonoscopy and EGD.
Arrived at St. Joseph's Hospital at 6:45am. Of course, this is the day that it rained cats and dogs! We did our pre-admit paper work and was directed to the pre-op admission area. Many children laying in hospital beds, Iv's and nurses busy completing paper work for each of their patients awaiting for surgery of some type. Hannah was a bit nervous, but was a trooper. She picked out "Tutty-Fruitty" flavor for her mask she was explained she would have to wear. Her only job was to breath.... Next- Hannah is wheeled down to the operating room area. Two different anesthesiologists visit us..... Lots more questions and very inquisitive about Hannah's heat murmur that comes and goes. Everything was explained to us...lots of "maybe, and possibly......" Hated to sign the paper work that the anesthesiologist circled" may cause death". It is rare- but thoughts cross my mind...what if Hannah was that rare case with complications?? Finally, it was 9:30am-- Hannah was wheeled down into the operating room. Her eyes got big as she looked around the room briefly with several doctors and nurses close by. The nurse handed Hannah her IPod and let her watch a movie. It wasn't long after has mask was placed over her nose, eyes rolled back and Hannah was fast asleep. The hardest part......Mom and Dad had to walk away from our baby girl! I looked at Dr. Kaiser and said, "Please take care of my baby".
So we sit in the waiting room.....tears roll down my face and I question myself, did I make the right choice? Should I have put my 6 year old daughter through this and what for?? Is this really going to answer Hannah's long history of abdominal pain? I watched my watch as each second passed by. Wondering if Dr. K was going to be able to go down far enough to reach the Ileum, was Hannah cleaned out enough to proceed with procedure? About 45 minutes later- Dr. Kaiser walks out and said ,"she is ready". I about flew behind those doors to get to Hannah. She was all curled up in a blanket, holding the stuffed animal she received from nurse and sound asleep on her side! Dr. K didn't have a whole lot to report. He took about 6 biopsy's or so (Esophagus, Antrum, Duodenum, Rectum, Colon, Cecum and Ileum). He was mostly concerned about the Ileum area because this is the area that Crohn's usually first shows signs and most all immunology issues lay here. So nothing alarming was noted on the screen and biopsy's were taken. Results should be available in 5 days. Perfect timing- the day before our Shands visit to Pediatric Rheumatologist.
|It's done.... Sound asleep! Resting peacefully!|
|Hannah is home...Finally eating her pancake with peanut butter!|
We may not know all the answers as of today. But we did get the biopsy results from Dr. K's office. We are happy to share they were normal. Not sure what is next.... Hannah has another GI appointment in 2 weeks. We hope to find out more and be reassured some things were ruled out! Hannah will start Remicade on February 9th, along with her brother, Jake. hard to believe both my babies will be getting infusions together!
Thank you for your continual prayers, generous hearts, constant text messages and emails. Mom & Dad- Thank you for staying in FL to help with Jake and making sure your girls are good! It was a long week, a week I hope to not ever do it again with Hannah! She was such a trooper and am so proud of her!